<FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=2>Well I don't know how to pot this but.... Like you maby haw notes I haw ben drooping in some comments on this board still when I said that I wold leave and that I really acted really really bad when I did and the whole idea if the prank and to even post it on a board like I did was really stupid of not even down right foolish of me I cant se why I did it or even whores why I did the prank.... The reason I open this poll is to explain some things and ask for your forgiveness and that I may will still be Abel to wisest this great board like it is I am not saying this only to be a ass kisser or something but this is a really great board.... <br>Okay time to start explaining allot of things now and this will be allot but I will try to tell you in the best of ways I can and if it is anything you don't get ask and I will explain it deeper well her we go....<br>To explain my school years let me put i like this.... I imagen yourself to walk into the school halls every morning and you meet a gang of ppl that comes up to you and threatens to beat the @#%$ out of you if you don't give them all the money you haw on you and if you don't haw any money the beat the @#%$ out of you... And imagen that it happens every day and the teachers docent care.... Yes I know that I wold tell the cops and or something like that but if I do and trust me I haw tried the will and they haw beaten the @#%$ out of me they haw busted my ribs abut 4 times now I think....<br>And the other ppl in you class that is sopuse to be you class mates docent care they don't se you they can eve walk past you when you get beaten.... then when you drag yourself to the class the teacher blames you for being late and when you treys to tell him /she what haw happen the only smile and says yeah right.... and why don't you talk to the polis then..?<br>And when the class is over the you go to your locker only to find it mess up or on fire (yes my locker haw ben on fire now wise in one year) and it is the same ppl doing that....<br>Then when you get home you find your mother in the hall way waiting on you and she starts to yell at you for being late to dinner.... And when you tell her that you got your ribs mest up she docent care she say that well it is your own fault if you starts a fight in school.... then she starts to load you whit work to do at home and other things that hafto get fix around the home she haw ben to lazy to do her self... And when those things is done you haw home work to do and well when they are done around 01:00 in the mooring you manage to get abut 4 hours sleep then is it time for school agen and that parts start over agen..... all the time you are in school....<br>But now I will tell you some more things abut my mom... Have you ever ben told by your parents that they hate you and that you never was borne.... that you was a mistake..?<br>Well I haw many many times.... and that she wold do anything to ower do it.... and haw your father ever ben giving you alcohol when he know that you got a big problem whit it...? well mine haw and when he knows that I am on anty depressive and anty anger pills and that if I mix alcohol and them I may die.... But I haw found out why my mom haw hated me so much and why she haw ben telling me this things she haw.... I got to know it for abut a month ago *thinks back* yes I think it is a month ago... that she got a mental illness that gives she problems to control her anger and that she sent herself when she is angry and she cant control herself when she is angry....<br>And by the same time I got to find out that did my skrink tell me that I had the same thing but a slighter kind of it I am not angry always and I can get over mine whit some help that I am getting anger classes and pills that I am of from now...<br>And when I told my shrink abut the prank did he say he wasn't supriset at all he was only expecting me to do something but not that big.... He did know that my mind was abut to ge berserk and that I wold lose control completely over myself when it wold happen but he didn't do anything abut it and why I still not get... So that Is wear I am now.... going to anger classes and talking to a shrink every day... but I have ben freed from my mom she haw ben taking to a special home like they wanton call it....<br>And wear am I right now...? well I am on a really good way to get over the anger I don't get any anger attacks that I cant Handel and I am abut to get over it completely if you ask my shrink... And when I ask him if it was a good idea if I wold tell you this he said that you can Atlas say that you are sorry and that you may will get a closer to that any way and then is it up to you to chose and that I what I have done now I thing I haw tried to explained but I don't know if I haw done it in a good way so you get it but if you don't... ask...<br>Well I don't know what to say or to do now but I am really sorry for what I haw done and for that I haw posted it on this board.... Well I know that it is really low of me to come back and tell you all this when you haw get over me.... And I know that it is really low of me to open up old wounds also but I cant help it but I cant help it but I feel that I was forest to tell you this and now is it up to you to forgive me or not or to do whatever you want....<br>Well I don't know if I haw miss anything or so but if you wanton know more abut it or if you got some questions e-mail (tobias_linneruth@hotmail.com) me or ask me her.... it is all up to you.... And trust me I haw change.....<br>Well I wish I cold say talk to you later but I cant....<br></FONT><FORM method=post action="http://p084.ezboard.com/ftenchimuyo79943misc.processVote?topicID=1663.topic"><table border=0 cellpadding=3 cellspacing=0 width="55%"><tbody><tr><td><input type="radio" name="choice" value="1"><FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=2>Yes I can forgive you</FONT></td></tr><tr><td><input type="radio" name="choice" value="2"><FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=2>I cant se why you still is around</FONT></td></tr><tr><td><input type="radio" name="choice" value="3"><FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=2>You are really patetic</FONT></td></tr><tr><td><input type="radio" name="choice" value="4"><FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=2>why wold I care abut you?</FONT></td></tr><tr><td><input type="radio" name="choice" value="5"><FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=2>GO AWAY!!! AND DIE OR SOMTHING!!!!!!!</FONT></td></tr></tbody></table><P><input type=submit value="Vote"></form><a HREF=http://p084.ezboard.com/ftenchimuyo79943misc.showMessage?topicID=1663.topic&pollResults=on><FONT FACE="Verdana,Arial" SIZE=1>Show results</FONT></A> <p>MVH: FRAMER<br>Icq:118403287</p><i></i>

Framer, Bro ..probably not the best thing to ask the board ..<br>First of all, it's not a subject this board is tolerant of. <br>(Before a mod deletes or moves this topic, I note that if it is moved or deleted, please move it to Ryoko Muyo forums.) <p><!--EZCODE HR START--><hr /><!--EZCODE HR END--><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://villageanime.com"><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http:// http://www.villageanime.com/zoids/rpg/Ryokoback.jpg" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--></a><!--EZCODE LINK END--></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--><!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><!--EZCODE BOLD START--><strong>"People who have lost their hopes are easy to control. And whoever has the control.. has the power." - Gmork, Neverending Story<br><!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://pub49.ezboard.com/banimecommunity71285">AnimeCommunity</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--><!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://pub92.ezboard.com/bmidnightlagoonmessageboard">Midnight Lagoon</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--></strong><!--EZCODE BOLD END--></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i></i>

The Shepherds -Abel- took control over the land-dwellers -Lambs- and thus possessed the right to give life and death unto them as they see fit... <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">Spanish bombs, yo te quierro infinito<br>Yo te querda, oh mi corazon<br>Spanish bombs, yo te quierro infinito<br>Yo te querda, oh mi corazon</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i></i>

This board is actually far more tolerant than you might think. It's only when a person repeatedly does the same thing over and over that their patience wears thin. Afterall, only two people have been banned from it in its more than two years of existance. That's a lot of patience.<br><br>ZL <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://bishydbd.netfirms.com/ZL.gif"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--> <!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://bishydbd.netfirms.com/zhugeliang.jpg "/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--> <!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><br>Empires wax and wane; states cleave asunder and coalesce.</p><i></i>

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I don't think it's scripture, but it has its roots in Christianity and the Bible. Feel free to prove me wrong, of course, for I am not certain, being that I'm atheist and apathetic towards participating in religion. <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">Spanish bombs, yo te quierro infinito<br>Yo te querda, oh mi corazon<br>Spanish bombs, yo te quierro infinito<br>Yo te querda, oh mi corazon</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub19.ezboard.com/btenchimuyo79943.showUserPublicProfile?gid=deathbeforedishonor>DeathBeforeDishonor</A> at: 1/6/03 2:57:23 pm<br></i>

Do you ppl think I am her to dwell and say HEY I HAW GONE TROUGH HELL PLZ BE SORRY for me...??? is that what you ppl think..?? well then are you all wrong I am her to say that I am sorry and whit the text abow I only whanto say that you can only push a person so far pefor he starts to push back... I am not her to suck up to you ppl and not to trie to act like nothing happend or anything like that I am her to explain what made me do the things I haw done and to maby only maby get some understanding but that is noting i need I only whanted to say sorry for the thing I did agenst the board it was the dumes thing possibel I can think of now... <p>MVH: FRAMER<br>Icq:118403287</p><i></i>

FYI: I voted that I can forgive you.<br><br>I have NO IDEA why you are saying that people think you're kissing up to them here...and I do not know why you are getting angry at posters now. Getting mad at board members for...I have no idea what, is not exactly going to gain you any respectibility. And what did you do against the board anyway? All I remember was that prank post, which has been duly removed. Did you do something else? <br><br>You can rationalize your actions yes, but do two wrongs ever make a right? I can see your anger and why you may have felt that you were compelled to do that, but the ends do not justify the means here. If you want people to agree with what you did or praise your actions, you're not going to find anyone here who will (at least I don't think so). I do not really know what you mean by "get some understanding" followed with "but that's nothing I need." Obviously you WANT people to understand what you did and forgive you (maybe your conscience bothers you now), but what good is forgiveness coming from outsiders? Posters can forgive your making of that topic, but forgive your actions to those people, as horrid as they apparently are? I'm afraid we're irrelevant as far as that goes.<br><br>ZL <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://bishydbd.netfirms.com/ZL.gif"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--> <!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://bishydbd.netfirms.com/zhugeliang.jpg "/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--> <!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><br>Empires wax and wane; states cleave asunder and coalesce.</p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub19.ezboard.com/btenchimuyo79943.showUserPublicProfile?gid=zhugeliang@tenchimuyo79943>Zhuge Liang</A>  <IMG SRC="http://www.ezboard.com/ezgfx/gicons/black_greenspot.gif" BORDER=0> at: 1/6/03 3:55:01 pm<br></i>

Woah, that's a whole lot of baggage you're carrying around there Framer. But if you feel that you need someplace to come and vent all of that frustration, then you can always come here to do that, some of us will listen. And I don't think anyone will get really upset over it provided that you don't come in and attack one of us. Unloading that, and getting everything out of your system is a good, healthy way to deal with your problems, and I appreciate your openness, Framer. Sometimes that's all it takes. It appears that you are already receiving professional help, although it doesn't seem to be doing you any good. The "shrink" that you talk about, seems to be incompetant (he saw it coming, but did nothing to prevent it?) and I would encourage you to see someone else. Also I would suggest that when you want to come and vent your anger, put a tag in the topic subject heading - "A rant" - that way people will know what they're in for when they open the topic. And BTW, I would never hate anyone for being honest like this, so there's nothing to really forgive in the first place.^^ <p><center><a href="http://pub49.ezboard.com/banimecommunity71285"><img border="0" src="http://users.adelphia.net/~henheart/images/ruri4.jpg" alt="banimecommunity71285" width="384" height="199"></a><br><b><a href="http://pub49.ezboard.com/banimecommunity71285">Anime Community</a> Where Luna's Body Went</b><br><b><a href="http://pub92.ezboard.com/bmidnightlagoonmessageboard">Midnight Lagoon</a> Tenchi Muyo!</b></center></p><i></i>

to ZL:<br>Hmmm what I mean whit that I whant some understanding is that I whant ppl to in some way se why I did it... Not to forgive me and I know that no one of you can forgive me for what I did and the prank topic was all I did noting ells and that is really nagging my mind up in one way... But i haftp face what I did and learn fron it and trust me I have.... <br>And I dident men to sound like I was angry on any one of you and and the reson I said I woldent kiss any ass and so on was that you are free to think whatever you whanto abut what I am telling you all her and now you are free to say anything you what and you cant change my opinion on this one I have set my mind to it and I will tell you this then whatever you do whit it is your chois and I really dont care....<br><br>to mjhennessey:<br>I will NEVER make any personal attacks on ANY one on this board neder will I make a topic like that agen or somthing that stupid eder... I have alredy found some plase to unload all the anger I am caring arund and that is my new sand bag and some of it in the art of drawing eyes I dont know but it works for me in some way.... And I will if it now will be needed make a clear mark on the messages when I am in a bad mod or somthing like that trust me or I will write it in the message....<br>And the shrink thing yes I know that he really sucks but I cant aford anything ells I only got 900 buks left after all the bills and so but he only notes down things and cheks my papers now and how it gose in my anger classes so I will do fine... and the ppl in the anger classes is really top class shrinks so I will be fine trust me.... <br> <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub19.ezboard.com/btenchimuyo79943.showUserPublicProfile?gid=framer@tenchimuyo79943>FRAMER</A> at: 1/6/03 4:49:06 pm<br></i>

im gonna give ya the benifit of the doubt and let stuff that happened before not matter anymore. Kay? <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/historyofkingsisland"><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.unitedanime.com/degen78/2003.jpg" style="border:0;"alt="Winterfest 2003"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br></a><!--EZCODE LINK END--> <!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><br><br>oO ChibiYosho Oo: Its Rolercorterieie.<br><!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><br>Bad mods, bad mods. Whatchagonnado? Whatchagonnado when they're editting you... - A 'Hingamy do 'Hicky <br><br></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--> </p><i></i>

<blockquote style="padding-left:0.5em; margin-left:0; margin-right:0; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0; border-left:solid 2">The Shepherds -Abel- took control over the land-dwellers -Lambs- and thus possessed the right to give life and death unto them as they see fit...</blockquote> <br>How does a Xenogears quote relate to anything? <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><!--EZCODE FONT START--><span style="font-size:xx-small;"><!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em> </em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--></span><!--EZCODE FONT END--><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://elven-wrath2.netfirms.com/Battle Angel Alita/Rusty Angel.jpg" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i></i>

Hey we can all forgive. Seriously though what happened? I haven't been on at all today and then I see this? I know Jeff was banned. Who was the other? Axman? <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://bishydbd.netfirms.com/d3.jpg" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--><br><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">I am the one.</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--><br><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">I am Tsunami's apprentice.</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--><br><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"> I am one of the few</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--><br><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">able to produce</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--><br><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">10 Light Hawk Wings!!<br></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i></i>

<<How does a Xenogears quote relate to anything?>><br><br>Look at the topic ;o <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center">Spanish bombs, yo te quierro infinito<br>Yo te querda, oh mi corazon<br>Spanish bombs, yo te quierro infinito<br>Yo te querda, oh mi corazon</div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i></i>

Axman was one of the 1st members and well he changed became an ass he was banned. or somthing like that<br> <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/historyofkingsisland"><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.unitedanime.com/degen78/2003.jpg" style="border:0;"alt="Winterfest 2003"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br></a><!--EZCODE LINK END--> <!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><br><br>oO ChibiYosho Oo: Its Rolercorterieie.<br><!--EZCODE BR START--><br /><!--EZCODE BR END--><br>Bad mods, bad mods. Whatchagonnado? Whatchagonnado when they're editting you... - A 'Hingamy do 'Hicky <br><br></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--> </p><i></i>