I'm this stupid and don't think beforehand because it's a waste of time and I'm just stupid. ^^ It's what I do, it's who I am. Cause if I didn't do that, I wouldn't a be Stell aka Chibikko. =P

Well...im sorry you take pills and yet im glad im not alone(even though there are millions of ppl that take pills for a variety of reasons)...without my medication i would have killed myself a long time ago..And i used to think taking pills was for crazy ppl, after my little sister died i thought my whole world was caving in on me..i thought God was giving me what i deserved, i seriously thought i was a bad person..i fight depression still to this day just hoping that it wont do to me what it did a while back, and with my parents always fighting over me drives me crazy.....Even though sometimes i get really down in the dumps..and i feel like a total idiot for saying all this because this is not a mediation group..and you ppl are probably thinking "oh god is it over yet?" so sorry guys..had to let that crap out..><;

thanks..and..I dont watch tv or anything or read magazines so i never hear of any good anime.