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TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Fri Jul 18, 2008 5:01 pm

Of course.
He's my best friend.

Haha, no. But yeah, I know about it.

Minagi · **Posted:** Fri Jul 18, 2008 6:14 pm

Ha ha
I figured ya' would, hard not to here about a nine-foot tall hairy thing runnin' around.

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Fri Jul 18, 2008 6:54 pm

Yeah.

I remember in 3rd grade, some guys came in our class and were saying that they had finally hit a big break through in discovering and identifying the Bigfoot as a creature that did not have an identifiable sound among all the other creatures known on a scientific database used to match up sounds with their maker; sort of like a finger print.
And they let us listen to a noise that was created in the woods and was picked up on their audio recorders. I remember being in awe.

Now I realize it was a huge lie.
I believe there could be a creature out there similar to what others claim as the Bigfoot. But I don't think it would make a sound so generic as the one I heard on the recorder.

Haha.

Minagi · **Posted:** Fri Jul 18, 2008 7:05 pm

Yeah, I mean people are seeing something, but nowadays I don't care. I actually lost my first Iowan friend due to me beliving in bigfoot. He gave me such a hard time about it.

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Fri Jul 18, 2008 7:44 pm

Yeah. I have never lost a friend for any reason involving Bigfoot.

But I've lost countless friends to believing in ghosts/spirits. If I tell people what I experience, they automatically think I'm crazy.

So I just throw my hands up and say "f!@# you world!"

I will walk this path on my own now. I don't tell anyone what I believe anymore.
They can kiss my ass, I will not be made a fool of.

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Sun Jul 20, 2008 9:37 pm

I think people have trouble dealing and beleiving in things they themselves have not seen or have been told isn't real.

I have a friend, (actually several) that deal in what some would call the 'abnormal'. One of my dearest friends has what you might call a 'gift'.

She doesn't bring it up much, and when she does people either take it or leave it.

My other friend is so focused he can see auras.

I guess I'm not sure if I beleive in big foot...but it's certainly a silly thing to loose a friend over. Maybe it's just me.

Or maybe it's because I'm contantly surrounded by that sort of ideals. I'm used to it, but I have not certain view point. If I've no knowledge, who am I to say it is or isn't?

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Mon Jul 21, 2008 12:55 am

Auras, that's interesting.
I don't necessarily think that I'd be willing to go look for a bigfoot. But I won't dismiss the idea due to the fact that humans don't know as much as they think.

My abilities are a burden to me.
Are a source of my temporary insanities.

I do not know what to label myself, I'm not experienced in the classifications. Such as psychic mediums.

I would definitely like to get more into demonology. One of my good friends is a demonologist, and hunter.
I sort of attached myself at his hip when I realized he could save me.

For goodness sake, I have 2 night-lights, and a sound maker.
I'm terrified of the dark, due to my experiences in it. Doesn't sound so good for someone my age. My family ridicules me for it.

I wish they could just be me for a few days.

Minagi · **Posted:** Mon Jul 21, 2008 1:05 am

What "powers" do you believe you have, ECF?
I won't get on your case about it for those no point. I am intrested in it though.

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Mon Jul 21, 2008 1:20 am

I don't really call them powers, but.. misfortunes.

I believe that the supernatural tries to use me for messages, I think I can connect with evil spirits and I think all they want to do is hurt me.
I hear disorientating voices, and feel physical sensations.

I have been touched negatively, in the sense that I have been shoved, pressed down upon. The one thing that scared me the most, I was laying on my stomach, and a hand ran from my neck, all the way down my spine, I felt paralyzed. And couldn't breathe.
Another time, I had went to bed early because I wasn't feeling good, and I heard these voices. I ignored it at first, and when it did it again, I screamed as loud as I could, and screamed for my dad, and my sister must have felt something bad, she ran out of the house, leaving the door open wide.

I can see (what I believe to be) demons. When I am in my room, I see disfigured bodies. Bloody, and they're screaming at me. when I walk out of my room, I'm even more scared. Someone is always looking at me, staring me down. Following me to the bathroom, to the kitchen.

About a year ago, we had a "doll", that was given to my mother from her family. It had a bell around it's neck. My dogs were afraid of it. And sometimes out of nowhere, we'd hear the bell, and look and there was nothing around it. We watched it one night make the sound.
I'm so glad though, my father acknowledges that we have something going on here.
We threw it away.

I don't know, I'm afraid everywhere I go.
Everywhere, is something waiting for me.

Please don't think I'm crazy.

Minagi · **Posted:** Mon Jul 21, 2008 1:45 am

I actually read a book about what your expericing. It's called Spiritual Warfare. The Devil is screwing with you big time. The idiot does this once in a while to make people believe that you die you might not go to heaven or hell. But stick around.
Here's what you do, you pray and you tell those fuckers that they have no buisness. You are a powerful human being, ECF. If you have Christ in you they will not f!@# with you. They are assholes, big ones. You can f!@# them like they have you. That bastard has scrwed me occasioanly and I just call him worthless and a piece of shit and he leaves me alone. What really helps is that you yell out at the top of your voice, "I AM MORE POWERFUL THAN YOU! I HAVE FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES THEY CARE FOR ME UNLIKE YOU WHO HAVE NO ONE, BUT YOUR OWN FOOLISHNESS! YOU ARE PATHETIC AND WEAK, BUT I AM STRONG! AWAY FROM ME SATAN YOU SCUM I WILL NOT BE BROUGHT DOWN BY YOUR PATHETIC ATTEMPT TO SUBDUE ME WITH FEAR! AAWWWAAAYYY!" Worked for me at least.

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Mon Jul 21, 2008 1:53 am

Well, I don't know what it's called, and what it's characterized by.
But it's physically draining me.

I feel like they are wanting me to themselves. But maybe that's why I've been having horrible anxiety about death. As soon as I see this crap, it turns my thoughts against me. And I just break down and cry. It's so scary, and I consider myself a level-headed, and serious person.

My bf's family is scared for me. My bf doesn't have a cell phone, so when I feel like death is upon me, I text his mom, sister and brother, and tell whoever is closest to him, to find him and tell him I love him. I mean, I can't call his house at 3-4 in the morning, but whoever gets the text first, always tells him immediately.

I am religious, but all this, makes me feel dirty, and unsaved.
I feel cheated.

But I'm afraid to tell professionals. I don't want anyone to think I'm nuts.

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Wed Jul 23, 2008 11:29 pm

Hmmm...I remember something about an herb that kept such things at bay. Can't remember what though. I would recommend carrying around a pocket bible or a cross...I heard that those help. I however am no expert.

If I remember, I shall ask my friend about your plight when I see her. She may have ideas.

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Thu Jul 24, 2008 12:27 am

That would be lovely.

The thing is, my parents are religious. We have like, 5 bibles. No crosses though. Weird, XD.

Actually, I know that Anise is a protection herb. And I've always anted to give it a try, also Juniper Berries. We have an "Under The Gypsy Moon" store around here. And it carries all kinds of herbs.

But my won't let me get anything like that. If they were to see it, they'd freak, and I'd be considered "Damned" or "Unclean".

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Thu Jul 24, 2008 12:47 am

Hmmm...THen I guess I'd look for a cross. I won't leave my house without one on me. Either I wear one...or I've got one in my pocket.

That...or wrap a rosary on your arm.I've done that too.

TheEvilChibifox · **Posted:** Thu Jul 24, 2008 1:04 am

Wow, thanks. Great help. I'll definitely try it.

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