I'm Sammie. I came here because my best friend came here. She sent out a link through her contacts a while back, but I don't check them everyday. More like..every 8 months HAHA. I don't know why I bother coming if she won't be here though. Maybe I'll make some friends, without her, I've got nothing to do. So.. What exactly is there to do here?
*notices poll options* WHEEEEEEE!!! OOPS..

*notices how dead this board is*

La De Da...

If by dead you mean alive!

Welcome ^^

Hmm... who sent you here???

Either way, welcome! All new members are welcome, and please post often! I can't stress that enough!

Yay! People!! Whitney sent me! Um.. Do you guys go by names?
And I can post like a mad woman! HAHA

If not, she was theevilchibifox!

*loves the emoticons*

Oh! How's she doing???
I got a bit worried when she posted that "goodbye to all of you" note.

In response to everyone in order:

Zhuge Liang:
Not many did know that about her. She never wanted anyone to know that she was having problems because she ALWAYS tries to help others before herself. I knew she was troubled, you know, with her faimly being so disfunctional and all ((although no one knows because her parents are 2-faced)), but I never expected it to come to such a serious point. I started getting worried when she actually cried in front of people. She always puts on a smile, I know everything about her is fake though. She's never happy. Even if she looks and acts it.
And I hope this board gets up and running soon. Looks pretty organized.

bkev:
Well I'm glad you worry no more. We've been friends for about 6 years. It's still quite stressful. No matter where she goes and who she is around, the thoughts that she has are always going to be floating in her head. She can't escape herself, and that's her problem. I know it was wrong of me.. but I did read through her journal and it made me cry, because she is thinking about things that I never thought a human could imagine. Her mini poems are moving and will seriously make you cry. If I was thinking of the things she does on a daily basis, I'd probably be the same. If I could go as deep as she can.

YorokobiAssaski:
It really is. My mom was saying that it was so painful to see that she had been exposed to such horrible things in ife, and yet it wasa good thing, because she really does have her eyes open to the world, but she has no way to release her ideas and if she said anything out loud, she's be talked down upon.
Whitney though... She writes, and sings. Beautifully at that. But it's not enough for closure. And if I could say one outstanding thing thing about her.. It's the fact that she is the only 16 year old girl that can pierce your heart and move you with words instead of fists. She can really tell it how it is.

And sorry I talk so much. Whitney says being "elaborative", is the best way to be.

A song she has written like 7 times in her book. It's really sad.

Theres a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you, but I hate myself instead
Theres a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me
I guess its wrong to live life

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get for crawling back at your feet
and now I'm feeling so down that theres no god above
and no mercy for a soul thats just way to fucked up.
Theres a pain in my chest growing stronger with every heartbeat
now theres nothing left of me
but empty bottles of pills and bacardi
as I guess its wrong to live life

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get for crawling back at your feet
and now I'm feeling so down that theres no god above
and no mercy for a soul thats just way to fucked up
Leave me here, die
Leave me here, to die

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees
I guess thats what I should get for crawling back at your feet
and now I'm feeling so down that theres no god above
and no mercy for a soul thats just way to fucked up

I don't know ECF too well. She did ask me about IM once, but as a 36 year old male, I figured that wasn't a good idea. I don't give a flap what your age is, as long as you can act intelligent and not be an [CENSORED], ya know? But I figured with so many stories in the media, all it would take is one "well intentioned" tight ass to find out and my life would be over! X_X

Anywho, it occurs to me, that maybe you shouldn't be quoting from her book in "public" like this? Just a thought to consider, though it may say a lot about her to us, it is also on display for who ever happens along...

If you get a chance, let her know we are all pulling for her.