Home Sweet Home (and other such nonsence)

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Sun Nov 09, 2008 11:13 pm

Isn't it funny how everything likes to bash you at once? Not only am I stressed out everywhere ELSE, I don't even get a break at home!

I guess my anger peaked a little while ago, when my father called me to the front room. Apparently he was 'Done with the computer' and I was 'free to go on it...'if I shut off all of his programs he was too lazy to and go on a STUPID internet errand for him that he was too LAZY to do. He wanted some stupid song, which our dil up would no doubt be UNABLE to load...and when I told him my brother could better assist him (because he's more familar with looking up music downloads and would do it a LOT faster) my brother refused to help him and caused my father to grouch about the house.

It's bad enough that he treats me like he's freaking servant. The other day he harassed me because he was online for an HOUR writing and e-mail that was HALF A PAGE. He asked ME to hit the bloody send button. Then, before I could, he insisted that it HAD to be send at 5:22 in the morning. When I told him that was impossible unless he sat up until 5:22, he proceeded to cuss me out and claim that my mother had done that before. He wanted a bloody 'e-fax'. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A E-FAX!

And now, he wants me to stack wood. Haaa...normally, that's not a problem. But THIS year, not only is he doing WAY more than any other year (he's DOUBLING our normal amount) I know he's only doing it because next year, I won't be there for him to boss around. He wants it done at an unreasonable time. Two weeks ago that stuff was ready to stack, but he said 'noooo...don't stack that yet'. And now, he wants it done. Well, sucks to be him. I'll be at school until about 11 every night this week. He thinks Il'l hope home for an hour then drive half an hour back for Musical practice. Not happening. I have homework.

And Musical is a whole OTHER bunch of stupidity. I am working my butt off for the show, while all of the other cast members are acting like morons. THEY TALK ON STAGE DURING A PREFORMANCE. They lack work ethic, talk while the director is talking...and have finally caused me to lose my patience.

Piled on top of THAT, My friend was hit by a car in the cross walk the other day, and the girls who did it are spreading lies and THREATENING the victim because when they HIT her, it ruined their car.(I'm skipping this rant...because I'd just RAMPAGE.)

Then...ha haaa...the house is falling apart. Literally. We have bad floors, but now you've moved to the kitchen. It's like walking through a fun house, except you have the terrifying fear that the floor will fall beneath you. And yet, people still storm about the house. I am the lightest member of the family...I weigh about 120, give or take, and a still step softly and carefully. The place is falling apart. It's a HAZARD.

At still...there's MORE to worry about...My anxiety is going BONKERS.

And its so...freaking...hard...

bkev · **Joined:** Wed Oct 05, 2005 9:30 pm **Posts:** 2591

Oy, you seriously need a hug or something. @_@; you told me of the friend thing, but none of the rest of this. I hope things get better.

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Fri Nov 14, 2008 10:39 pm

I breathe.

It helps sometimes.

Tha Prime Legend Champion · **Posted:** Sun Dec 07, 2008 12:24 am

Yes indeedy, I'm sure it does. It's helped me quite a bit as well these days.

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Sun Dec 07, 2008 3:36 pm

Musical turned out well and good in the end, and I am thankful. Unfortunately...-_-' Home Life hasn't.

crumpets the wise · **Posted:** Wed May 20, 2009 10:37 pm

It may seem random, but have you realistically considered murder?

Some people consider suicide, which experts say to take seriously, but what of those who feel the impulse to end another human's life?

Just a thought, not saying it something you SHOULD do, but think about it and get back to me.

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Mon May 25, 2009 10:34 pm

Whoa Crumpets. That was actually a little creepy.

I could never kill anyone, because at some point in time, everyone feels just as crappy as I do. I do stupid things, so it would be wrong of me to hate someone because that in turn can be stupid. I look at it this way:

I would not be the person I am today without the situations I have been in. They may not have been...nice at times, but they are life lessons I could not learn anywhere else. I understand more of other because of the crap that happens to me.

It is a waste to take my own, or anyone else's life, out of frustration. I'd rather be stronger for it.

Though...occationally...I need to rant. Ha ha.

crumpets the wise · **Posted:** Tue May 26, 2009 6:46 pm

That's good. Everyone's got an outlet. Luckily enough, it seems people here actually care about your rants! I love this little family here...

bkev · **Joined:** Wed Oct 05, 2005 9:30 pm **Posts:** 2591

Thanks for being a part of it Crumpets.

crumpets the wise · **Posted:** Wed May 27, 2009 12:25 am

Gonna make me gush...

bkev · **Joined:** Wed Oct 05, 2005 9:30 pm **Posts:** 2591

such is the way of this forum Crumps.

supergirlcomix · **Posted:** Wed May 27, 2009 10:59 pm

Ah yes. It's a place where we can be pissed, be angsty...a possible group hug...occational glompages...

*gangster voice* Welcome to the family *holds cigar*

bkev · **Joined:** Wed Oct 05, 2005 9:30 pm **Posts:** 2591

Uh, constant glompages Comix. Constant.

crumpets the wise · **Posted:** Thu May 28, 2009 3:05 am

Glompages?

bkev · **Joined:** Wed Oct 05, 2005 9:30 pm **Posts:** 2591

*glomp*

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