Actually, I pretty much lay on my bed before or after work staring out the sliding glass doors. Usually for about 6 to 7 hours
And eating is... I don't know why, just don't want to. Everyone sees me and says "You're looking skinnier!"
When my close friends see me "You're skinnier..."
And I drink, almost half a bottle of Captain Morgan a night, with coke. I'm drinking water and gatorade all the time though.
Haven't worked out in two weeks. Just lay around, post on here, maybe watch a movie.
Earlier this week she stayed the night, the next morning we were basically skin grafted to each other. I could see she loves me even though she won't say it.
Now she's distant again, only days later. Last night said she's not willing or wanting to be in a relationship.
We have yet to actually talk about it other than that statement, so... I think this thread may nearly be officially rendered "dead" soon.
Lighter news, a new coworker won't stop asking me questions and she eventually asked if I'd help her with college. Methinks she's flirting, but I feel even worse when she has to ask if everything's alright. Just met her and it's apparent that I'm ....Not well.
